sometimes i don't know who i am anymore just like today i don't know what to write anymore. i used to be so lost that i wrote every day to remind myself of something. now, i stop. i thought maybe this way i could have forgotten something that i wanted to forget so desperately. but only then i realized, it's a 01 switch of the light in my mind. i just chose the 0 for a while and when you press it slightly it will turn 1. then, i will clearly see the stuffs that i've put aside for a long long time come into sight. i don't really want to see it but it's there all the time. i literally blind folded myself.
look at the mess i've done above. can you read what i'm trying to convey? do you? because i don't myself. and so, i chose to stop writing for a while from now on and wait for the day i step up my new life. when that day comes i will start to write again and tell you guys the updates.
p/s: i'm still very lost now.
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