Damn it!

How does it feels like to miss someone? How does it feels like to love someone? Can I forget about this feeling? Can I forever not getting these two suckest feeling in the world? Damn it!

Goal is gold

People who's having goal in life is just like having gold.. they treasure it a lot.. and too bad I don't have much.. near to zero.. maybe I just set myself back for a long long time.. It's not time to wake yet but I envy.

♥Papa Mama♥

I'm not from a rich family.

My parents not rich, so I'm not too.

But I got the best of all.

I got the my most expensive lappie.

(for me it is)

I got the best phone now.

(for me it is)

and I got a car.

I even got a house..

My parents are superb..

They are my super parents.

I love them so much :)

Papa Mama, sorry for taking so much from you both

I know how much you two love me and will love me forever

Thanks a lot..

But it's time for me to do something to repay:)

I will make sure you two will have the best life:)

I want to at least try my best..

Bad

It feels bad when the people you care so much doesn't care you as much as you do..

It feels bad to be left behind by people..

It feels bad when you have done so much hope to be one of them but end up

people still left you behind them.

Sometimes it feels really really bad to always be a follower not a leader.

Been thinking alot recently... Sigh..

I don't know what is it..

But it made me heartache and suffocating.

And I cried.

iPhone

iPhone:) Papa Mama thanks♥

Love you so much:)

and my phone:)