Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Duh!

Why do people keep on asking the same question over and over again? E.g. Have you found a job? Are you working now? Why don't want to work? Lol!

Shan

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Convocation

tomorrow is my convocation.
finally.. 4 years of uni life.. さよなら!
sigh! the lost of that life probably makes me feel so lost too.
frankly, i miss those life. my schooling life.
but now everything is engraved.
tomorrow is my convocation.
my square mortarboard is awaiting.
i'm afraid. afraid of this is the end of everything.
tomorrow is my convocation.

a glimpse of horror

have you ever dreamed of the way you die?
just one look.. i think it's good if i died off the way i dream of.
at least, i know what leads me to that place.
in that way, i can't leave peacefully rather than fearfully.
sometimes, a glimpse of horror might change your mindset.


shut and close!

hating those who pretend they knew everything..
who show off every single thing they have in life..
oh my goddamnhell! can't they just shut up and close up?
that's fucking annoying!

我要反胃!

我希望我能够
每天想你
想到有一天
我想起你都觉得
反胃
那么我以后就不用想你了


Friday, August 20, 2010

爷爷,我毕业了

致在天国的爷爷:
虽然你不可能会看到
但我希望你能听到我现在所说的
爷爷~我毕业了
很可惜你等不到
我想你

Thursday, August 19, 2010

金钱

有时候我真的很讨厌金钱的存在
因为它总是把人与人之间的关系
给搞砸
就算是亲情也会因它而破灭。。

我遇到了难题

虽然我在之前的文章题过了不再抱怨生活了
可是我们到底是为了什么而活?
这不算是抱怨吧?只是一个难题。。

一句话的点燃,我等很久了

刘伟说:“我的人生只有两题路,要么赶紧死,要么精彩地活着。”
真没想到一鸣惊人
这句话真的是深深地打动了我
这样也能那么努力的创造奇迹
让我流泪
也让我看到自己
有多么的没用 多么的颓废
我那么健全却没有十分之一的好
我看见,在心底我呐喊了
我呼叫了 我很想见到 所谓创造人的
我要问为什么你要那么的不公平
我也开始讨厌自己每天对生活抱怨
然而我又在想
如果当初刘伟没有失去双臂
今天又会是个怎样的人呢
我想神一定有他的理由吧
每天觉得自己有多痛苦
那全部都是不应该的
因为我一点都不惨
我没有什么好抱怨的了
老天爷真的真的非常疼我了
是不是我前世修来的福呀
您别在偏心我们这些幸福的孩子了
多多关注不幸的孩子吧
我偶尔会诉诉苦不会在怨了
只不过是失去爱情罢了有什么了不起的吗
更何况我的又不是什么惊天动地的爱情
不过是被一个不爱我不珍惜我的人抛弃而已
我还有很多更重要的事呢
终于都想通了吧
可能打从心底早就想开了
只是没有勇气去承认罢了
现在松多了
如果我还爱你 我会继续默默地爱着你
如果我还想你 我也会继续地想你
不管如何我们已经是朋友这是无法改变的事实
不过我知道尽管何时我还是会为你奋不顾身
就将这份割舍不掉也送不出去的爱意
永远永远的埋葬在我心的最低最低吧~
人总需要经过磨炼才能成才
再过两个月我就要从新站起来
就算没有人生目标的人生并不代表我的人生不是人生!



Wednesday, August 11, 2010

He's so lucky to have those friends... best ones..
to celebrate every single moment in his life...
i don't think i ever had one.. it has been long
since i'm alone..
Well, he's really a pretty lucky guy..
he even has someone that love him so much..
i wish that i have one too.

Monday, August 9, 2010

just when i thought i found the reason to love myself more
i started to hate me again..

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Happy Birthday

You might think that I've forgotten..
but facebook is too messy for me to leave a comment now..
so I better leave it here..

Happy Birthday Yan..

Monday, August 2, 2010

one fine day, i will leave.
leave this place behind.
leave you behind.
this place has brought me so much of
bad memories.
i will go to the place that
will bring me peace and smile
moreover, the place that
bring me new challenges
that i like.