又在碎碎念

今天学完吉他后一个人去了Aeon逛逛
最主要想要喝星巴克的冰沙 ♥ 
选了摩卡巧克力片冰沙~
虽然在减肥但最近周末我偶尔也会给自己放个减肥假 XD
摩卡冰是我的早餐然后买了两个饭团当午餐..
逛来逛去原本打算买一双舒服的上班鞋....
已经看到了一双款式虽然有点老气但是穿起来真的很舒服....
我没买 >.< 为了省五十块
我开始有点后悔了因为我还蛮喜欢那一双鞋 >.<
下次去一定要买........!!!
最近穷到两我自己都快受不了自己了..
没有大吃大喝的我只把钱花在必须的费用还有分担家里的负担加上有人借钱还没还
种种种种的事情都让我快要上吊了..
我想要去旅行!!!!!

Classical Guitar Lesson #13

Did badly in class today.. It was a simple melody but I can't catch the beat to play with teacher.. Luckily I still managed to do it the very last moment in class just now =.= sometimes, I can do better at home but when I play duet with teacher I run out of beat =.= maybe I'm just too nervous............. haha.. again and again teacher asks me to practice more.. need more time.

幸福的真谛是什么？

我知道幸福不是必然
但是我偏偏没有学会去追逐我的幸福
反而每次选择放弃然后逃避
到最后却搞得自己遍体鳞伤
幸福到底是什么？

寂寞的碎碎念

是不是像我这种强悍的女人就没人爱啊？
因为就算没人爱我也很坚强所以都把男人给吓跑了 o.O
虽然单身是好但有时还是会寂寞
真不知道再次谈恋爱的时候会怎样
太久没谈大概会很不自在吧 >.<

What can I do to help?

Recently I have friend who broke up with her 7 years boyfriend. It sounds sad but that's the reality that she needs to face. Her current condition is just like I used to experience.. I feel sorry for her. All that I can do is to talk with her, listen to her and comfort her a little but other than that it's all up to her.. No one can heal her but time and herself. All I see in her all reflected myself 2 years ago.. How silly I was not accepting any kind of advice from my friends but now I know they were right about me. Time heals everything. I wish her all the best. I will do whatever that can help..

Classical Guitar - Lesson #12

Not sure whether my skill has been improved but at least I can feel that I play better than last time.. LOL!.. well, it's a good thing, isn't it? Just that teacher keeps telling me to practice more.. I wish but sometimes after work I really don't feel like touch anything at all.. I'll try my best. Haha.. a lot to practice o.O I love my guitar though.. when can I become an expert? LOL!..