Again

gosh. can't believe another day has just gone like that..

it's not unusual that it was a sleepless night for me again..

i wonder how am i going to survive long in that way. sigh.

i'm not going to sleepless every night.

i need to do something to change my routine..

but how? what can i do to make me sleep on time like before 12

and without waking up at 2 or 3?

i tried to sleepless for a day and the next day i was so tired.

and then at night i slept around 12.. but the thing is.. this

only last for one day.. and then the sleepless thingy comes back the next day

AGAIN!.. is this a sickness or what.. i really really can't get into sleep early..

am i thinking too much or what.. mentally? but how to stop that?

i have a strong determination to stop it but still can't..

what happens to me? sigh.. all i want is sleep early.

is that too much to ask for? why me?