guitar is tougher at each stage even beginner lesson.. lotsa notes and notes and place have to kind of memorize not smartly but heartedly =) even so, it doesn't cross me to stop learning it so far.. i knew the moment i bought the guitar i'm in love with it.. guess my fee's going to increase next month >.< luckily now my pay is slightly higher.. with the DSLR i still need to pay monthly instalment =p so which means i have quite a lot to spend on.. but i watch it carefully to make sure i won't overspend. so far i didn't just overbudget because i normally plan to save more money so that i won't easily overspend. with new fee (around 125) camera (around 105) that's almost the same as my ktm fare last time!! lol i'd rather pay for these XD looking forward for confirmation to get a salary adjustment~~~

My Guitar and I again..

Bought guitar CD by Hiroshi Masuda from Japan.. Main reason of buying it was to get his supporter area username and password =) worth it.. I finally got 'Your Song' arranged by him.. What a nice arrangement I must say~ He got something but not as good as Sungha, that's why he's not that famous. but anyhow, I will continue to support him and of course Sungha~ haha. putting effort in my guitar.. wish I could play like them one day.. well, why not right? practice makes perfect. honestly, it becomes harder and harder.. am I told old to learn now? haha.. but I still believe I can do it..

又在碎碎念

今天学完吉他后一个人去了Aeon逛逛
最主要想要喝星巴克的冰沙 ♥ 
选了摩卡巧克力片冰沙~
虽然在减肥但最近周末我偶尔也会给自己放个减肥假 XD
摩卡冰是我的早餐然后买了两个饭团当午餐..
逛来逛去原本打算买一双舒服的上班鞋....
已经看到了一双款式虽然有点老气但是穿起来真的很舒服....
我没买 >.< 为了省五十块
我开始有点后悔了因为我还蛮喜欢那一双鞋 >.<
下次去一定要买........!!!
最近穷到两我自己都快受不了自己了..
没有大吃大喝的我只把钱花在必须的费用还有分担家里的负担加上有人借钱还没还
种种种种的事情都让我快要上吊了..
我想要去旅行!!!!!

My Guitar and I

Ever since I have my guitar, I don't really feel lonely anymore.. I can feel the fullness of life =)
My guitar and I, we are best friends now~ one day, when I will get a better guitar.. and I will learn piano too =）

It's hard not to judge a book by its cover.. because the cover of the book is the first impression you get.

not this but that..

"i am just an extra piece of this old set of jigsaw puzzle,

but i never give in, because i still have that set to fit into it perfectly"

i am just an extra piece of this old set of jigsaw puzzle. this jigsaw puzzle is my old friends and that extra piece is me. i don't know how to begin but i felt like i don't belong to their world anymore or maybe they don't belong to my world anymore. wait.. or should i put it this way? we don't really belong to each other world ever since we met? 

for a long time, i tried to fit into that world which is not my world. i tried hard but it didn't work out. just like that extra piece, i don't really fit into this set.. because that set is full and perfect but without that extra piece this completed set still look perfectly nice. 

how do you know you don't fit in? time proves everything. almost everything. one day, you will know what i mean. even so, i never give in, i might not fit into this set but i still have that set to fit in perfectly.

Serendipity ♥

There's always something that you might not like at first sight but it belongs to you forever. 

There's also someone that you might not love at first sight but you can't deny that he or she might be your love forever.

It's the most beautiful serendipity ♥

自由天堂

今天去见工面试

一大早穿上看起来

最专业的‘制服’

突然觉得自己很上班族

而且觉得身上多了一把无形枷锁

感觉很不自己加点恐怖再加点抗拒

可是我知道我没有那个资格抗拒

也承担不起这种抗拒

面完试后我立刻跑到公厕

换便服

在卸下这‘浓妆’时

我突然感觉到自由

即刻松了口气

我突然很害怕那把很重无形的枷锁

我害怕我扛不起

因为我发现一直以来我想向往的

是自由自在的生活

我希望去一个钱不存在的星球

那样我就不必为前当奴隶了

那里就是我的自由天堂~

Echoes of the Rainbow

一步難一步佳難一步佳一步

Although it's a bit too gloomy to watch 'Echoes on the Rainbow' on CNY,

I just can't resist to cry when Desmond (Aarif Rahman/李治廷) is dying..

This is so far my favourite movie in the most recent few years.

It really taught me something important that many of us have forgotten.

Time. It's always there but we seldom realize that it's actually running.

This story tells us how time changes our life, how time steals people we love..

It taught me to appreciate life and people I love.

What can be more inspiring?

When one couldn't have more time, then we'll know how important it is.

Please appreciate.

在

幻

變

的

生

命

裡

，

歲

月

，

原

是

最

大

的

小

偷

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You're Not Going To Die Young

Yan, you're not going to die younger than me. Just be strong over it, it's not the end of world for you yet. Don't waste time saying that you're gonna die over something that's still so vague. Just focus on now you know it's more important to live for now than tomorrow. I know it's not easy because I'm not the one who's experiencing this but you gotta be positive and live on. Even if you're going to die tomorrow, you still have your world today. Appreciate it and don't waste time thinking all those rubbishes.. Live to the fullest like you'll never know you'll die. Be strong my dear, everything will be alright. Remember what I said on my sms? think positive and do something meaningful now. Stop crapping around saying that you're gonna die young or what because you don't know the result yet.. My friend's mom had lumps too but it turned out not dangerous.. So, think positive.. even if you really need to go under the surgery, as long as it's not deadly illness, be strong. Please don't say those words already.. you're breaking every heart that loves you. You're going to live long! Promise! Don't leave me alone before I come back. If not, I'll never ever forgive you. I won't talk to you in heaven, I will pretend not knowing you for leaving me when I'm not there.

Ginger

I don't really know why I used to hate ginger so much when I was young.. and how I actually fell in love with ginger just few months ago.. haha... favorite foods will always remain the same but unfavorite food will always change the status once it's cooked right :) but!! there's one and only thing I still hate and unacceptable is celery.. please even the smell makes me faint. I describe it as the smell of petrol.. or maybe raw petroleum if someone smelled it before, though I never but it's really smell like petrol... the taste *__* please... I can't accept lo~