恋爱

太久没有恋爱了
我已经忘记恋爱到底是怎么样的感觉了
我单身4年了
这些年都有过很多喜欢的人
但是一直没有勇气去追求
思想保守的我总觉得应该是男人追女人
最近也有但是我压制自己不要太在意
因为已经知道对方不可能喜欢自己的
所以目前为止都保持心平气和的假状态
有时候也会想如果真的一辈子一个人
那我该怎么办呢
虽然嘴里每天挂着我不想谈恋爱我不要结婚
心里却为自己担心
那现在我该怎么办？

guitar is tougher at each stage even beginner lesson.. lotsa notes and notes and place have to kind of memorize not smartly but heartedly =) even so, it doesn't cross me to stop learning it so far.. i knew the moment i bought the guitar i'm in love with it.. guess my fee's going to increase next month >.< luckily now my pay is slightly higher.. with the DSLR i still need to pay monthly instalment =p so which means i have quite a lot to spend on.. but i watch it carefully to make sure i won't overspend. so far i didn't just overbudget because i normally plan to save more money so that i won't easily overspend. with new fee (around 125) camera (around 105) that's almost the same as my ktm fare last time!! lol i'd rather pay for these XD looking forward for confirmation to get a salary adjustment~~~

New DSLR CANON EOS 600D!!

finally! i got my own DSLR!!! =) finally!!! bought 600D... should have bought 650D instead but nevermind la.. just a few features like touchscreen and slightly slower but just a beginner guess it won't affect my much and few hundred bucks cheaper and better lens, worth it right?? =)

寂寞的碎碎念

是不是像我这种强悍的女人就没人爱啊？
因为就算没人爱我也很坚强所以都把男人给吓跑了 o.O
虽然单身是好但有时还是会寂寞
真不知道再次谈恋爱的时候会怎样
太久没谈大概会很不自在吧 >.<

Happy Lunar Dragon Year! Roar!

why do i use 'Happy Lunar New Year' instead of 'Happy Chinese New Year'?
well, i was once reminded that 'LUNAR' new year is not only celebrated by Chinese..
it's meant for everybody who uses Lunar Calendar..
So Happy Chinese Lunar New Year! It's Dragon!! Come on DRAGON, let's roar till the end of the world!
we are the dragon!

人每天都会有可能遇到匪夷所思的事情

但在众多的匪夷所思

哪一件是最让你忘不了呢？

我的匪夷所思就是我的一期一会

心碎但许许多多的情节都让我难以忘怀~

not this but that..

"i am just an extra piece of this old set of jigsaw puzzle,

but i never give in, because i still have that set to fit into it perfectly"

i am just an extra piece of this old set of jigsaw puzzle. this jigsaw puzzle is my old friends and that extra piece is me. i don't know how to begin but i felt like i don't belong to their world anymore or maybe they don't belong to my world anymore. wait.. or should i put it this way? we don't really belong to each other world ever since we met? 

for a long time, i tried to fit into that world which is not my world. i tried hard but it didn't work out. just like that extra piece, i don't really fit into this set.. because that set is full and perfect but without that extra piece this completed set still look perfectly nice. 

how do you know you don't fit in? time proves everything. almost everything. one day, you will know what i mean. even so, i never give in, i might not fit into this set but i still have that set to fit in perfectly.

Serendipity ♥

There's always something that you might not like at first sight but it belongs to you forever. 

There's also someone that you might not love at first sight but you can't deny that he or she might be your love forever.

It's the most beautiful serendipity ♥

The Time of my Life by Cecelia Ahern

The Time of my Life by Cecelia Ahern

Latest novel by her, I will soon fall into her magical world again =)

"I love thee, I love thee with a love shall not die. Till the sun grows cold and the star grows old" by William Shakespeare

Love is this simple ♥

Lucky

I always thought that I am the luckiest person in this world. Even though I was not born in a rich family in monetary term, I am rich with love from the great people around me. Family and friends, they are the greatest supporter in my life. Despite of all these good lucks and loves, life is not always what you thought it were.

In reality, good luck is just a probability of one out of million and love cannot feed your hunger. 

Too many bad incidents happened in the past few months, I wish, if God does exist, grant me 3 wishes:

1) I want my family to be healthy, wealthy and happy. 

2) I want to be that innocent kid once more. 

3) Peace. 

All I want to do now is lying in the middle of a meadow and clear up my mind.

But I still think that I am the luckiest person in this world with all the great people and things around me.

*Shan*

nights

call this a night~ 

a night~

i shall fall deep into my bed 

*wink*

★☆★☆

oh shit! wait! 

i think i need to watch tv (=

to all my peeps, nights^-^

Rainbow

this rainbow appeared

when i was studying in a cafe one day.. 

it made my day ♡ 

☻

Good Day~

wishing everyone 

will have a great sunday

☻

Peace

promoting peace =)

Sunset in March 13

I LOVE YOU ♥

i found this and i love this. beautiful message ♥

Echoes of the Rainbow

一步難一步佳難一步佳一步

Although it's a bit too gloomy to watch 'Echoes on the Rainbow' on CNY,

I just can't resist to cry when Desmond (Aarif Rahman/李治廷) is dying..

This is so far my favourite movie in the most recent few years.

It really taught me something important that many of us have forgotten.

Time. It's always there but we seldom realize that it's actually running.

This story tells us how time changes our life, how time steals people we love..

It taught me to appreciate life and people I love.

What can be more inspiring?

When one couldn't have more time, then we'll know how important it is.

Please appreciate.

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