我的周末我的电视就这样没了。。以后都是这样吗？我不甘心！

It's hard not to judge a book by its cover.. because the cover of the book is the first impression you get.

人每天都会有可能遇到匪夷所思的事情

但在众多的匪夷所思

哪一件是最让你忘不了呢？

我的匪夷所思就是我的一期一会

心碎但许许多多的情节都让我难以忘怀~

sometimes I really hate him. why he always want to use his brain to think of something that I dislike to do? sigh.

not this but that..

"i am just an extra piece of this old set of jigsaw puzzle,

but i never give in, because i still have that set to fit into it perfectly"

i am just an extra piece of this old set of jigsaw puzzle. this jigsaw puzzle is my old friends and that extra piece is me. i don't know how to begin but i felt like i don't belong to their world anymore or maybe they don't belong to my world anymore. wait.. or should i put it this way? we don't really belong to each other world ever since we met? 

for a long time, i tried to fit into that world which is not my world. i tried hard but it didn't work out. just like that extra piece, i don't really fit into this set.. because that set is full and perfect but without that extra piece this completed set still look perfectly nice. 

how do you know you don't fit in? time proves everything. almost everything. one day, you will know what i mean. even so, i never give in, i might not fit into this set but i still have that set to fit in perfectly.

今天吃了一顿好贵的一餐！((((；ﾟДﾟ)))))))

oh god.. i guess this month i'm in big trouble.. i have seriously overspent for the month o.O gosh! gosh!

Maybe I should really chase my dream..

Serendipity ♥

There's always something that you might not like at first sight but it belongs to you forever. 

There's also someone that you might not love at first sight but you can't deny that he or she might be your love forever.

It's the most beautiful serendipity ♥

I think I was luckier when I was younger but I guess I have used up my liquid luck~ or someone took over my luck •_•

in the middle of hustle bustle life, find something to lighten up your day; like a small gift from you to yourself =)

不可能

过去不可能
现在应该也许不可能
未来更加不可能吗？

我真的很想把这个不可能变成可能…

OMG!!

over budget over budget over budget!! 

i can't handle this.. i can't handle this!! >.<

不是一个人的人是永远都不会懂一个人孤单的滋味..

Wedding Luncheon Souvenir at Jenny's Wedding =) Grats!

shit! can't sleep again! why am I having this kind of symptom every time I have an event the next day =.=

The Time of my Life by Cecelia Ahern

The Time of my Life by Cecelia Ahern

Latest novel by her, I will soon fall into her magical world again =)

saw few pieces of clouds look like heaven. should have captured it but i'm in the car ~.~

Loneliness is eating up my brain.

I can't think right now.

Ouch!

"Try not to become a man of success but rather to become a man of value" by Albert Einstein

"I love thee, I love thee with a love shall not die. Till the sun grows cold and the star grows old" by William Shakespeare

Love is this simple ♥

Pile of Stories

pile of stories are waiting for me =)

The Postcard Killers by James Patterson & Liza Marklund

Just finished it =)

Though I like the way James Patterson presents his story,

I think the ending of this story is kinda vague~

Working on another story now ^-^

我

我想孤单是没得治的..

除了我自己，我，什么都没了。

LOL! =)

Hot Air Balloons

This is so cool! 

Lucky

I always thought that I am the luckiest person in this world. Even though I was not born in a rich family in monetary term, I am rich with love from the great people around me. Family and friends, they are the greatest supporter in my life. Despite of all these good lucks and loves, life is not always what you thought it were.

In reality, good luck is just a probability of one out of million and love cannot feed your hunger. 

Too many bad incidents happened in the past few months, I wish, if God does exist, grant me 3 wishes:

1) I want my family to be healthy, wealthy and happy. 

2) I want to be that innocent kid once more. 

3) Peace. 

All I want to do now is lying in the middle of a meadow and clear up my mind.

But I still think that I am the luckiest person in this world with all the great people and things around me.

*Shan*

Drunk

Am I drunk yet?
It's been so long I haven't been drunk~
Frankly, I quite like the feeling..

*Shan*

Take 5!

Taking my 5 minutes short break >_<

*Shan*

nights

call this a night~ 

a night~

i shall fall deep into my bed 

*wink*

★☆★☆

oh shit! wait! 

i think i need to watch tv (=

to all my peeps, nights^-^

Why doesn't one just die automatically

when left by the person one ♥s?

Violet Keepel, 1894-1970

Camouflage

i can see what's happening 

right now right here.. 

i can see all the lies

bury deep inside my heart

i laugh i smile

i cheer and i joy

but can't you see?

it's camouflage.

Rainbow

this rainbow appeared

when i was studying in a cafe one day.. 

it made my day ♡ 

☻

Good Day~

wishing everyone 

will have a great sunday

☻

Peace

promoting peace =)

Sunset in March 13

I LOVE YOU ♥

i found this and i love this. beautiful message ♥

Vampire

(Note: Just read this till the end, I promise it's not what you expect in the end!)
Few months ago, I still remember how one of my friends told me about Edward Cullen's perfection. She falls in love with that fictional character crazily. I called herself crazy until I gain my interest in Twilight again. I watched the movie 3 years ago and I didn't find it nice. Too boring. But one day, I don't know what happened to me, *poof* my head is all with the image of Edward and Bella. How the interest comes out of no where? Don't ask me why because I don't know why.

So I started to buy the DVDs and the last book 'Breaking Dawn' and then I'm obsessed crazily with it. Fantasy is just so very my type huh? No, I'm not in love with the character but the story itself caught my attention.

Then, I keep reading the book.. keep reading and keep reading.. and I keep watching and keep watching the movie. Till today I really wish that everything is not just fiction but something real that could happen on myself.. (Sounds like I'm just one of the girls who crazy over this, maybe yes) Cos' life too boring sometimes I wish extraordinary could happen like how it happens on the character, Bella. (Tell me I'm insane)

Till yesterday morning I finally woke up with a bizarre dream that I never dreamt of before. Yes, it's a vampire dream. Good huh? BUT! It's not that kinda perfect vampire love story dream! It was not very good after all. From the dream I can see it reflects something in my real life. My working life. Why? Because the vampire in the dream is 'her'. When I say 'her', some of the people who works with me might know who is 'she' I'm referring to but to whom who don't know 'her', it's okay cos' you'll be glad that you don't.

What the dream tells me is that I fear with my job not because of the job itself but because of 'her'. I'm not afraid of 'her' but I'm afraid of the stress 'she' places upon us. I have never hate someone so much in my life before, now I hate 'her' thoroughly. Whenever 'she' is out of office or meeting, I can relieve. Otherwise, I can somehow feel my brain is going to burst. It's excruciating to have 'her' around. Now I know why people say about at least one devil in the workplace. Now, I understood why. LOL!

What a twist! LOL! I knew it! When you read the beginning, you won't expect the end will turn out to be like this, do you? Just tell me you don't, okay? LOL. Enjoy =)

*Shan*

Sigh!

>.< I must get back small as fast as possible.. Can't let myself keep on like this..! >.<

T.T Gosh! please let me break up one more time.. haha..

Boredom kills me

I'm going to die of boredom soon! Really soon! Just wait and see..

And.. It's raining.. =.= Sigh... I'm going to do my 'business' now.. Ciao

Lousy Layout

I dunno what's wrong with the layout of this page.. I just fed up with it. All the things support to be on the right hand side is all push down to the bottom >.<

Good News & Bad News

Good news!! Hahahaha!

Good news for me :)

I passed my interview and

I'm officially HIRED!!!!!!!!!

Yooo HOOOOOO!!

Finally~ At least this is better..

Isn't it? The most important thing now is

work my butt off....

Even though the salary is really basic, not so high..,

sigh.., what to do? I'm inexperienced and freshly grad!

Sigh.. Now another problem is living expenses.

Parents..

Planning to pay half the house installment..

Er... I think only there I already have to spend around 1k..

Then my own spending leh..

Phone bill 200, internet 70, maybe i'll pay for astro also.. give it 200..

then what more? transport, 400.. maybe 200 for meals. wowwwwwwwwwwwwww

not enough man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm gonna die. Maybe I'll pay lesser for the house :(

The whole good news lead to bad news now.. >.<

快乐分享

又被我看见了。

每次看见外劳

为了赚钱养家

我的心就自然的酸起来

那种无法形容的心酸

也可能因为我看见

他们不被本地人加纳的关系吧

大部分的我们都视他们为犯罪者

但你看看，再仔细看看

事实真的像认为那样吗？

我希望人不分等级

大家都是人

应该受到公平的待遇

为什么有些人就得挨饿

有得人大鱼大肉？

想了又想应该只有一个原因

就是金钱

不是因为钱人就不会有什么区别

不是因为钱人都是好人

有谁出生就是坏人？

全都是环境造成的后遗症

我虽然讨厌坏人但我也相信

不是全部人都存心变坏

就像一颗种子；

开始你把它埋了

它发芽了但却没人

好好的栽培它

没人浇水没人施肥

更没人爱它

到最后它只会

营养不良，蛀虫，

直到干死。

我讨厌金钱

因为它人无法自由自在的生活

永远永远都是钱奴

不过我还是需要钱

所以我永远都不能够过

我想过的自由自在

为什么人不可以像

很久很久以前那样

快乐分享呢？

真贪心。

自由天堂

今天去见工面试

一大早穿上看起来

最专业的‘制服’

突然觉得自己很上班族

而且觉得身上多了一把无形枷锁

感觉很不自己加点恐怖再加点抗拒

可是我知道我没有那个资格抗拒

也承担不起这种抗拒

面完试后我立刻跑到公厕

换便服

在卸下这‘浓妆’时

我突然感觉到自由

即刻松了口气

我突然很害怕那把很重无形的枷锁

我害怕我扛不起

因为我发现一直以来我想向往的

是自由自在的生活

我希望去一个钱不存在的星球

那样我就不必为前当奴隶了

那里就是我的自由天堂~

Hate Interview!

I'm having a job interview tomorrow morning..

Hopefully everything goes well and smooth! >.<

I'm so nervous!

Some people they only want you when they need you..

including me?

孤单

很想找个人倾倾心事

可是却找不到一个适合的人

难道我注定要孤独一辈子吗？

Hopefully tomorrow really can get if not my dad sure burst me.. >.<>

but the fella called and ask me go down.. guess it's not that bad right? Sigh. Hopefully really got la..

if not my dad sure kill me and that fella..

@.@

my father got 'kit peik jing'.. very 'yim zhong'..

he almost vacuum every day.. a bit of thing on the floor also cannot..

the thing is, his vacuum cleaner has such an annoying noise!

duh.. very stressful staying with him now.. because of the

'kit peik jing'.. not that i don't love cleanliness or i dislike him..

but if it's too over the limit, isn't it too much?

very dulan some people come one time break one time.. haiz.. sien..

Echoes of the Rainbow

一步難一步佳難一步佳一步

Although it's a bit too gloomy to watch 'Echoes on the Rainbow' on CNY,

I just can't resist to cry when Desmond (Aarif Rahman/李治廷) is dying..

This is so far my favourite movie in the most recent few years.

It really taught me something important that many of us have forgotten.

Time. It's always there but we seldom realize that it's actually running.

This story tells us how time changes our life, how time steals people we love..

It taught me to appreciate life and people I love.

What can be more inspiring?

When one couldn't have more time, then we'll know how important it is.

Please appreciate.

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