我快要...

疯掉了。

I feel so dangerous for her.. sigh..

Christmas

Not an officially planned celebration just a girls outing.



















Shan signing off~ Merry Christmas!

Now what? Playing Restaurant City on Christmas?

Fuck!

Harry oh Harry~

Gosh.. I've finished reread the 4 thickest Harry Potter series which is the last 4 books..

Goblet of Fire

Order of the Phoenix

Half-Blood Prince

Deathly Hallows

Faint.. I've finished all of them.. even the thickest one Order of the Phoenix which at fist I didn't think I'd read them again.. >.<>

Everything seems so boring now! Gosh...

Simply hate Christmas this year..

Another boring day

Oh, don't bother bout Christmas.. it's just another boring day..

Phone Contacts

I don't have much contact in my phone..

So, I guess it's a good thing sometimes because I don't get my hand tired when I need to copy them down on a paper to store them physically rather then in phone memory in case I lost my phone because if I did the SIM backup, they'll charge monthly.. so unreasonable for that kind of charge I'd rather copy them down.

You're Not Going To Die Young

Yan, you're not going to die younger than me. Just be strong over it, it's not the end of world for you yet. Don't waste time saying that you're gonna die over something that's still so vague. Just focus on now you know it's more important to live for now than tomorrow. I know it's not easy because I'm not the one who's experiencing this but you gotta be positive and live on. Even if you're going to die tomorrow, you still have your world today. Appreciate it and don't waste time thinking all those rubbishes.. Live to the fullest like you'll never know you'll die. Be strong my dear, everything will be alright. Remember what I said on my sms? think positive and do something meaningful now. Stop crapping around saying that you're gonna die young or what because you don't know the result yet.. My friend's mom had lumps too but it turned out not dangerous.. So, think positive.. even if you really need to go under the surgery, as long as it's not deadly illness, be strong. Please don't say those words already.. you're breaking every heart that loves you. You're going to live long! Promise! Don't leave me alone before I come back. If not, I'll never ever forgive you. I won't talk to you in heaven, I will pretend not knowing you for leaving me when I'm not there.

Don't use Celcom..

I've stopped watching glee for a while because of my stupid internet connection. I'm really mad at it right now.. it's really really really really really slow.. slower than a snail.. sigh.. don't use Celcom Broadband..

FLEE

I suddenly wish that 2011 will be tomorrow..

and February will be tomorrow..

Because I don't wanna stuck here anymore..

Sometimes it really sucks to be stuck..

Please.. I need to flee as soon as I can..

Please...

Please....

Happy Birthday to my Dad!

Sorry Dad :( I forgot..

I know you are not that kind of sentimental Dad,

So, I decided not to wish you Happy Belated Birthday verbally,

just let it heartily k?

If I wish now, I myself feel so insincere.. but

next year! I promise I won't forget to give you a big wish

even if I were miles away from home..

Dad, I always love you..

Bad Sleep A-G-A-I-N

Don't know why I had a bad sleep again.. can't even sleep whole night till around 6 something in the morning then I fell asleep or 7 something maybe.. Then wake early.. sigh.. can't take it anymore..

Ginger

I don't really know why I used to hate ginger so much when I was young.. and how I actually fell in love with ginger just few months ago.. haha... favorite foods will always remain the same but unfavorite food will always change the status once it's cooked right :) but!! there's one and only thing I still hate and unacceptable is celery.. please even the smell makes me faint. I describe it as the smell of petrol.. or maybe raw petroleum if someone smelled it before, though I never but it's really smell like petrol... the taste *__* please... I can't accept lo~

iPhone!!

Sis just called asking me to go search for the phone operator and see which mobile phone I might like and tell her because she wants to buy it when it's cheap enough. Apparently, the phones are very expensive and they have certain phone for certain operator meaning to say that for example, you like this phone in Maxis, but you are using DiGi, you can only use Maxis if you really wanted that phone so badly. SIM card is only compatible for one phone which means, no card switching, my card can't function on your phone =.= so complicated.. =.= sigh.. But I still love iPhone!! :( She said no iPhone coz no one there use iPhone -___- iPhone.. :( I want to use iPhone!! iPhone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! iPhone 4!

Alive Not Dead

I'm alive not dead. I'm back for a while now.. LOL.. Well, it's been 2 months and a few days since my last update.. Didn't know what to write but today I surge to post something :) Well, it's been a month plus since I came back from Hong Kong trip. A very nice country because I fully understand their language *LOL*, but I dislike Hongkies as their impolite attitude is really not the kind that normal people can tolerate. Will be posting up photos and stories of the trip anytime soon :p

Now, gonna talk about my recent up to. Nothing much but I've one newly found interest which is, make up, spent some bucks on cosmetics *_* not really a good thing huh?! haha.. Just wanna learn how to make myself look more attractive but have a lot of problems with my monolids @.@ and then what a great news is that I'm still jobless waiting for a job to search me.. LOL!.. waiting my big plan to come [the plan will not be told till it's fully confirmed, just wait for further update guys ;) ].. sigh.. I wonder what's the latest update as my sis hasn't sent any update to me yet.. I definitely want to find a temporary job but it's kinda hard you know, when you are staying in a small small town like Seremban.. Sigh.. and my parents keep nagging me day and night, not as if I haven't tried to find a job a month ago but I can't really get a suitable one. I think I have to go around to get a look at those part time jobs around Seremban again.. This is the only thing that's troubling me at the moment. Other than that, nothing much from me..

Christmas is coming soon :) An all time favourite festival throughout the year! and then with a blink, we'll officially step from 2010 to 2011, another brand new year, and people will be getting old for another year.. Time changes everything, every place, and everyone. Nothing will stay eternally same, things will eventually worn out, people will eventually leave. So, no ones and nothing afford to waste time because time couldn't be bought.

Treasure every nanosecond that we have now before regretting.

p/s: Now, I'm really pissed off at Celcom Broadband as it's getting worse!! So guys, please don't ever consider Celcom Broadband or switch to other broadband if you can. Don't waste time trying Celcom, not worth it, you'll waste your money.