fragile

if you needed the 'sorry' so badly, i only will say once when it's not my fault. if you still didn't want to accept it, i think that's it.. i mean our friendship. so fragile. and you are having a big communication problem, that's why you annoyed people around you. very often.. well, you succeed in making me hate you. congrats.

i miss you

i miss you

bird

dear God, please transform me into a bird so that i can fly.

fly far far away from here

poverty

i have plenty of foods in list, let see:

• another green tea + hokey pokey cost RM11.90
• cotton candy cost RM3.00 (not sure)
• spaghetti which i preferred it to be from pasta zanmai cost around RM30.00 together with drink and taxes.
• chu cheong kai yong tao fu + red bean cendol cost RM20.00 per person (roughly, might be cheaper)
• seafoods cost RM30 per person
• bak kut teh cost RM10 (roughly)

altogether is RM105.00!! omg!!! since this is soooooooo impossible to be completed in one month because it cost me over 100 bucks. so, i decided to break into 2 months or cut down some choices. i'll probably cut down yong tao fu and bak kut teh but still so expensive.. so i decided again to cut one more down which is seafoods >.<> but i forgot about my chocolate fondue! which i have been craving for month!!! cost around RM25 per bowl! ish! after the adding and subtracting the figure will be RM70! gosh! been living around figures for 2 months.. i hate it! ish!!! hate it hate it! this is one of the things i hate the most of being an adult! damn! goddamnhell!

perhaps

actually, being rejected is like a normal thing for me already.

well, i can't care much anymore as i used to it already.

terrible ain't i? sigh.. well, i always got rejected in my life.

and i had countless promises that people didn't make it for me.

i was just thinking, were my promises asking too much?

well, i really don't know. maybe yes.

perhaps, loneliness is just another kind of freedom.

hopefully.

dear phone

my dear iPhone got a tiny little micro smallllll scratch on the body..

i'm so heartache.. gosh.. and the sides look scratched! gosh!

T.T i really take good care of it.. but because of the casing itself..

stupid casing... i won't use it anymore! T.T

phone, i'm sorry to hurt you.. i didn't mean to..

forgive me dear phone.. love you always..

i promise! i promise i will take good of you for the rest

of your life with me!! T.T miss you..

就单身吧！

突然间想起了吴尊

想到当初是怎样迷他

到不迷

因为某些原因

我不知道是不是

自己蒙骗了自己

我恋爱的时候

谁都看不见

只看见他

现在分开了

我也不想多说

聪明的都应该看出来吧

只有我笨

很想在谈恋爱哦

只是不知从何开始

我想还是暂时

别想无畏的事吧

如果吴尊能够单身

14年我也能啊！

就单身吧！

没什么大不了

反正我习惯孤独

的滋味了

一个人也算是一种

不一样的自由吧。