Monday, April 29, 2013

monday blues

hi guys~ it's monday again.. if i got the chance to own a company somehow i will think of a way to kill my staff's monday blues.. lol.. hmm.. ya.. it blues as usual.

this morning wasn't a good day, public transport sucked this morning.. sigh. the only thing i resented coming to work this far is public transport..waiting for it and stuck in the crowd.. i hate crowd.. but every point i stop to wait for my train is indeed very crowded.

我觉得我自己最近越来越懒散了..好像越来越讨厌工作..天啊我还要做多少年才会得到真正的休息时间..人就是这样有事没事都在埋怨生活 :(

Sunday, March 31, 2013

iPad mini

Hello peeps! Posting this using my new iPad mini by my brother :) after 15 years I got my birthday present from him :D haha that's because I asked...

Friday, March 29, 2013

I wonder I come to office to work or to blog.. Why am I so free? Fun-less

Thursday, March 28, 2013

The Storyteller by Jodi Picoult

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What is right? What is wrong? And who am I to judge?

After reading this book makes me question myself of this. This story is about a survivor of The Holocaust and an ex-Nazi.

Part I starts with Sage Singer narrates about why she went to the grief group and how she started to work in Mary's bakery shop in New Hampshire. She met Josef Weber at the grief group. After they eventually became friends, Josef asked Sage to help him die. Reason, he was a Nazi SS guard during The World War II.

Struggling whether to help Josef because Sage's grandmother, Minka is a Holocaust survivor. She finally seeks from the local authority which directed her to FBI and she ended up to the Department of Justice with Leo Stein.

Sage also learned that Josef Weber real name is Reiner Hartmann. Bits by bits he reveals his life as a Nazi SS guard to Sage, how he transferred to Auschwitz concentration camp where Minka used to be. Thinking of the possibility of Minka was being tortured by Josef makes Sage sick.

Part II is where Minka opens up her heart and finally tell the story she has kept for half the century to Sage and Leo. She chose not to tell the story was because she did not want the pain she feels pass on to her love ones.

On the other hand, love blossoms between Sage and Leo but Sage already has a boyfriend, Adam whom is a married man with two kids.

Has Josef and Minka met in the camp? Will Sage help Josef die? What will happen to Sage, Leo and Adam?

I will rate this book a 4.5 out of 5. Jodi did a good work this time. All the details she provided is not just fiction but facts. The way she puts everything together has the power to make people believe that her characters are all real. I'm not a history lover but after reading The Storyteller, I'm digging everything about Nazi and Holocaust. Folks! This is really worth reading. Please go and get one copy of this book if you love to read like me :)

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

hello friends.. this is my first update in year 2013 it took me 6 months to write again.. that's probably because i haven't had things enough to be complained about.. but today i suddenly felt so emo about the coming back of my brother from uk.. i just can't live with anyone except myself i guess... i felt it's like an invasion to me.. sigh.. sorry but this is the real me.. too bad... and i have to bear with it... :(

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

这几天心情真的真的非常低落就连我自己都想要动手打醒自己了但怎么办呢我就是开心不起来.. 不开心的往事一直浮现在我脑海里不断的折磨我..虽然并不是什么惨事但总以让我心痛流泪.. 这一切都是她害的如果不是两年前她阻挡我的决定不是因为她说要帮我今天的我也许就不需要觉得心痛了.. 就是因为她我的留学梦碎了.. 就算没钱去也听她说割舍卖车去留学早已该想到这一切都是谎言吧.. 都是因为她.. 我今天才烦恼车的问题.. 都是因为她我却要辛苦多5年.. 我真的很心痛对她真的真的彻底死心了..就算事后她也根本没有主动打給我或写信给我解释过什么..我还傻傻的.. 到今时今日我对她死心是为了我9岁那年她答应要买一个可爱的手提包给我结果我等了一晚都没有出现 ; 是为了当天说要回马让我哥我妈和我三个像傻瓜一样在机场等了她一个晚上却没有出现 ; 是为了在3年前她回马说要见面害我等了几天却连电话都没有给我 ; 是为了去年她说要回马接我去日本却又再次没有出现见没有通知 ; 是为了我没有了车子留学日本去不成却连钱也拿不回 ; 是为了说好了要去台湾却一声不响又去不成... 都是因为这些多多的原因我要发誓我再也再也不回也不要再相信她了因为我不想真的不想再失望了... 我的日本留学梦彻底破碎因此我觉得我人生再也没有任何值得我去追寻的目标了.. 我真的真的很想去那里或任何一个其他的国家留学我真的很想体会一下那种感觉结果就是因为一个爱骗人的人害惨而去不成我真的真的真的很不甘心.. 我真的不甘心.. 永远都会有遗憾永远都会因为这个感觉不快乐.. 她就是我'亲爱'的姐姐.. 希望下一辈子不要在当姐妹生生世世都不要.. 我上辈子欠你的已经还清了..我李玉珊再也不欠你什么反而你现在欠我的却很多... 你可以还我的方式就是和我一起祈祷说接下来的生生世世我们不当姐妹不当家人我们只当陌生人彼此不认识会比较好... 就这样彼此不认识更好.. 

Sunday, October 7, 2012

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Am I really that bad? Am I? Fee is not rising and I'm still using the same fundamental book.. Haven't been told to change yet.. which means I play badly during class.. sigh.. =(