Vampire

(Note: Just read this till the end, I promise it's not what you expect in the end!)
Few months ago, I still remember how one of my friends told me about Edward Cullen's perfection. She falls in love with that fictional character crazily. I called herself crazy until I gain my interest in Twilight again. I watched the movie 3 years ago and I didn't find it nice. Too boring. But one day, I don't know what happened to me, *poof* my head is all with the image of Edward and Bella. How the interest comes out of no where? Don't ask me why because I don't know why.

So I started to buy the DVDs and the last book 'Breaking Dawn' and then I'm obsessed crazily with it. Fantasy is just so very my type huh? No, I'm not in love with the character but the story itself caught my attention.

Then, I keep reading the book.. keep reading and keep reading.. and I keep watching and keep watching the movie. Till today I really wish that everything is not just fiction but something real that could happen on myself.. (Sounds like I'm just one of the girls who crazy over this, maybe yes) Cos' life too boring sometimes I wish extraordinary could happen like how it happens on the character, Bella. (Tell me I'm insane)

Till yesterday morning I finally woke up with a bizarre dream that I never dreamt of before. Yes, it's a vampire dream. Good huh? BUT! It's not that kinda perfect vampire love story dream! It was not very good after all. From the dream I can see it reflects something in my real life. My working life. Why? Because the vampire in the dream is 'her'. When I say 'her', some of the people who works with me might know who is 'she' I'm referring to but to whom who don't know 'her', it's okay cos' you'll be glad that you don't.

What the dream tells me is that I fear with my job not because of the job itself but because of 'her'. I'm not afraid of 'her' but I'm afraid of the stress 'she' places upon us. I have never hate someone so much in my life before, now I hate 'her' thoroughly. Whenever 'she' is out of office or meeting, I can relieve. Otherwise, I can somehow feel my brain is going to burst. It's excruciating to have 'her' around. Now I know why people say about at least one devil in the workplace. Now, I understood why. LOL!

What a twist! LOL! I knew it! When you read the beginning, you won't expect the end will turn out to be like this, do you? Just tell me you don't, okay? LOL. Enjoy =)

*Shan*

Sigh!

>.< I must get back small as fast as possible.. Can't let myself keep on like this..! >.<

T.T Gosh! please let me break up one more time.. haha..

Boredom kills me

I'm going to die of boredom soon! Really soon! Just wait and see..

And.. It's raining.. =.= Sigh... I'm going to do my 'business' now.. Ciao

Lousy Layout

I dunno what's wrong with the layout of this page.. I just fed up with it. All the things support to be on the right hand side is all push down to the bottom >.<

Good News & Bad News

Good news!! Hahahaha!

Good news for me :)

I passed my interview and

I'm officially HIRED!!!!!!!!!

Yooo HOOOOOO!!

Finally~ At least this is better..

Isn't it? The most important thing now is

work my butt off....

Even though the salary is really basic, not so high..,

sigh.., what to do? I'm inexperienced and freshly grad!

Sigh.. Now another problem is living expenses.

Parents..

Planning to pay half the house installment..

Er... I think only there I already have to spend around 1k..

Then my own spending leh..

Phone bill 200, internet 70, maybe i'll pay for astro also.. give it 200..

then what more? transport, 400.. maybe 200 for meals. wowwwwwwwwwwwwww

not enough man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm gonna die. Maybe I'll pay lesser for the house :(

The whole good news lead to bad news now.. >.<

快乐分享

又被我看见了。

每次看见外劳

为了赚钱养家

我的心就自然的酸起来

那种无法形容的心酸

也可能因为我看见

他们不被本地人加纳的关系吧

大部分的我们都视他们为犯罪者

但你看看，再仔细看看

事实真的像认为那样吗？

我希望人不分等级

大家都是人

应该受到公平的待遇

为什么有些人就得挨饿

有得人大鱼大肉？

想了又想应该只有一个原因

就是金钱

不是因为钱人就不会有什么区别

不是因为钱人都是好人

有谁出生就是坏人？

全都是环境造成的后遗症

我虽然讨厌坏人但我也相信

不是全部人都存心变坏

就像一颗种子；

开始你把它埋了

它发芽了但却没人

好好的栽培它

没人浇水没人施肥

更没人爱它

到最后它只会

营养不良，蛀虫，

直到干死。

我讨厌金钱

因为它人无法自由自在的生活

永远永远都是钱奴

不过我还是需要钱

所以我永远都不能够过

我想过的自由自在

为什么人不可以像

很久很久以前那样

快乐分享呢？

真贪心。

自由天堂

今天去见工面试

一大早穿上看起来

最专业的‘制服’

突然觉得自己很上班族

而且觉得身上多了一把无形枷锁

感觉很不自己加点恐怖再加点抗拒

可是我知道我没有那个资格抗拒

也承担不起这种抗拒

面完试后我立刻跑到公厕

换便服

在卸下这‘浓妆’时

我突然感觉到自由

即刻松了口气

我突然很害怕那把很重无形的枷锁

我害怕我扛不起

因为我发现一直以来我想向往的

是自由自在的生活

我希望去一个钱不存在的星球

那样我就不必为前当奴隶了

那里就是我的自由天堂~