Am I drunk yet?
It's been so long I haven't been drunk~
Frankly, I quite like the feeling..
*Shan*
Saturday, July 9, 2011
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Monday, July 4, 2011
nights
call this a night~
a night~
i shall fall deep into my bed
*wink*
★☆★☆
oh shit! wait!
i think i need to watch tv (=
to all my peeps, nights^-^
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Camouflage
i can see what's happening
right now right here..
i can see all the lies
bury deep inside my heart
i laugh i smile
i cheer and i joy
but can't you see?
it's camouflage.
Saturday, July 2, 2011
Vampire
(Note: Just read this till the end, I promise it's not what you expect in the end!)
Few months ago, I still remember how one of my friends told me about Edward Cullen's perfection. She falls in love with that fictional character crazily. I called herself crazy until I gain my interest in Twilight again. I watched the movie 3 years ago and I didn't find it nice. Too boring. But one day, I don't know what happened to me, *poof* my head is all with the image of Edward and Bella. How the interest comes out of no where? Don't ask me why because I don't know why.
So I started to buy the DVDs and the last book 'Breaking Dawn' and then I'm obsessed crazily with it. Fantasy is just so very my type huh? No, I'm not in love with the character but the story itself caught my attention.
Then, I keep reading the book.. keep reading and keep reading.. and I keep watching and keep watching the movie. Till today I really wish that everything is not just fiction but something real that could happen on myself.. (Sounds like I'm just one of the girls who crazy over this, maybe yes) Cos' life too boring sometimes I wish extraordinary could happen like how it happens on the character, Bella. (Tell me I'm insane)
Till yesterday morning I finally woke up with a bizarre dream that I never dreamt of before. Yes, it's a vampire dream. Good huh? BUT! It's not that kinda perfect vampire love story dream! It was not very good after all. From the dream I can see it reflects something in my real life. My working life. Why? Because the vampire in the dream is 'her'. When I say 'her', some of the people who works with me might know who is 'she' I'm referring to but to whom who don't know 'her', it's okay cos' you'll be glad that you don't.
What the dream tells me is that I fear with my job not because of the job itself but because of 'her'. I'm not afraid of 'her' but I'm afraid of the stress 'she' places upon us. I have never hate someone so much in my life before, now I hate 'her' thoroughly. Whenever 'she' is out of office or meeting, I can relieve. Otherwise, I can somehow feel my brain is going to burst. It's excruciating to have 'her' around. Now I know why people say about at least one devil in the workplace. Now, I understood why. LOL!
What a twist! LOL! I knew it! When you read the beginning, you won't expect the end will turn out to be like this, do you? Just tell me you don't, okay? LOL. Enjoy =)
*Shan*
Few months ago, I still remember how one of my friends told me about Edward Cullen's perfection. She falls in love with that fictional character crazily. I called herself crazy until I gain my interest in Twilight again. I watched the movie 3 years ago and I didn't find it nice. Too boring. But one day, I don't know what happened to me, *poof* my head is all with the image of Edward and Bella. How the interest comes out of no where? Don't ask me why because I don't know why.
So I started to buy the DVDs and the last book 'Breaking Dawn' and then I'm obsessed crazily with it. Fantasy is just so very my type huh? No, I'm not in love with the character but the story itself caught my attention.
Then, I keep reading the book.. keep reading and keep reading.. and I keep watching and keep watching the movie. Till today I really wish that everything is not just fiction but something real that could happen on myself.. (Sounds like I'm just one of the girls who crazy over this, maybe yes) Cos' life too boring sometimes I wish extraordinary could happen like how it happens on the character, Bella. (Tell me I'm insane)
Till yesterday morning I finally woke up with a bizarre dream that I never dreamt of before. Yes, it's a vampire dream. Good huh? BUT! It's not that kinda perfect vampire love story dream! It was not very good after all. From the dream I can see it reflects something in my real life. My working life. Why? Because the vampire in the dream is 'her'. When I say 'her', some of the people who works with me might know who is 'she' I'm referring to but to whom who don't know 'her', it's okay cos' you'll be glad that you don't.
What the dream tells me is that I fear with my job not because of the job itself but because of 'her'. I'm not afraid of 'her' but I'm afraid of the stress 'she' places upon us. I have never hate someone so much in my life before, now I hate 'her' thoroughly. Whenever 'she' is out of office or meeting, I can relieve. Otherwise, I can somehow feel my brain is going to burst. It's excruciating to have 'her' around. Now I know why people say about at least one devil in the workplace. Now, I understood why. LOL!
What a twist! LOL! I knew it! When you read the beginning, you won't expect the end will turn out to be like this, do you? Just tell me you don't, okay? LOL. Enjoy =)
*Shan*
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